♥ Wednesday, March 25.


haiz been sick since ystd . went out to buy th chalet stuff but eventually i ddnt know thats y ddnt brought much monehh , ps adq & feeda (-.-)  . back to th topic , otw baq while taking th bus , i felt dam giddy and body shivering , i knew and definitely can sense "that" duno-what-fcking-sickness . felt like vomitting but i endured till alight to my stops . walao i cnt feel my legs lo while walking and felt super weak . but i just continue walking on a slow pace and saw my uncle . tot could ask him fer a ride to send me baq but he's like in a rush to-duno-where . feel like zombie walking under th scorching sun (-.-) reached home tio saw by dad (dunidtoknow) then told mama bout this stupid sickness im been suffering . she insist i go see doc fer check-up but i refuse giving lame excuse . so she juz massage me using duno-what-red-colour-medicated-oil to warm up my body coz mama say my body was like dam cold . wah she massage me like duno-what sia pressing me and found out things that even i ddnt know like dislocated veins , blue-black area , clotted blood in some areas ( sounds funny to me thou ) . while massaging me , mama said i lost so much weight and she actually kinda mad coz she say she can feel my bone when holding my hands . well fer me i was happy la fer sure but duno what to say to dissapointed mama .  she even dont allow me go chalet saying i was too sick to go out , but i told her i am fine adi by tmr . (haha) 
so now my throats giving me prob . hope tmr chalet nth much happens ;D

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♥ 31st Aug


I appear to be the most happiest and confident person you will ever meet.
The truth is, I'm not. That's just how I would like you to remember me as. I am actually the total opposite of that.
I never openly expressed my feelings on this situation, And I feel stupid for it.
I didn't want to be looked like a fool because it’s been some time that I’ve been more angry at myself for allowing it to go this far.
Never have I been so stuck on a feeling, it was to the point where I was so sick of it that I would cry.

Everything I heard, everything you did to me was mentally exhausting, confusing, made me totally mind fucked. I kept holding on to what you told me that night. When I kept denying what you were telling me, but you assured me, reassured me. Then eventually, I believed you. Stupidly I let my wall down. I should've known better, because in the end of it, I was right.

For the little time that things were good, it made me so happy. We were tight from the beginning. I miss the times when we’d talk about anything, everything. It’s sad how things are so different now.
I’m basically all over the hurt now & that feeling isn’t there anymore or maybe I just learned to live without it.






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