♥ Wednesday, May 27.


received phone call frm Kat ystd that my prac test has been pushed forward to today . so had to drag my unprepared body to sch , i meant my head was totally blank coz duno what to do fr th plating . caught zhariff & debbie coming at 3pm coz they wasnt informed that their timing had chnged ( some matters that kinda make angry bout this shall not mention ) . th test was relaxing juz like normal practical class but towards th ending duno why feel so panic and ended late by 10mins . had visitors frm duno whr who keep praising zhrif praline , and i was behind him doing my plating wanting to laugh but had to tahan (Haha) .

oh ya , th kitchen was dam real dirty coz its frm morning till last shift ddnt clean , so we had to clean every single mess . dam pissed la coz been hearing frm normal aftnoon shift that some ppl aren't doing their duty when it comes to cleaning , coz right aft they done their practices they will run to R&D room to t0k c0ck & laughing . and tdy we 4 tio th same thing whr its th same grp of ppl that isnt doing any ' tough ' cleaning job , leaving th girls and poor boys slogging our way keeping th room pick&span . they return baq to th kitchen aft we had done everything and all they had to do is some ' touch up ' which basically th whole kitchen is already clean . and juz when we were about to have a bit of rest , we were told to wash some things whr its shldnt be us coz they had to finish what they had ' start doing it and could finish it themselves ' by saying their hands are tired , but what bout us whose some encountered really back aches . Geddit ? 
well im juz stating facts , not to hurt any parties involved[which i nvr and shall not mention anywhr , anymore] (where some ppl may critic or ddnt realise) that i felt like it was during our frst time in kitchen whr everyone ddnt lay single hand to help each other ( should i say lack of team work ) . haizz

class ended at 7+ and we 4 goes off anrd 730 . one goes diff way while me 2 others slack arnd th clementi area fer some chat and puffing . but we slacked till 10 without realising coz we were too over it while chatting & laughing . mcm da biase gitu tapi gerek abess nyer (Haha) bussed home with D to th interchnge and arrive home at 12pm . cool or what seyy. str8 home sleep without revising fer tmr ppr ( =X )

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♥ 31st Aug


I appear to be the most happiest and confident person you will ever meet.
The truth is, I'm not. That's just how I would like you to remember me as. I am actually the total opposite of that.
I never openly expressed my feelings on this situation, And I feel stupid for it.
I didn't want to be looked like a fool because it’s been some time that I’ve been more angry at myself for allowing it to go this far.
Never have I been so stuck on a feeling, it was to the point where I was so sick of it that I would cry.

Everything I heard, everything you did to me was mentally exhausting, confusing, made me totally mind fucked. I kept holding on to what you told me that night. When I kept denying what you were telling me, but you assured me, reassured me. Then eventually, I believed you. Stupidly I let my wall down. I should've known better, because in the end of it, I was right.

For the little time that things were good, it made me so happy. We were tight from the beginning. I miss the times when we’d talk about anything, everything. It’s sad how things are so different now.
I’m basically all over the hurt now & that feeling isn’t there anymore or maybe I just learned to live without it.







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