went geylang with wahda , feeda and her guy to look fer raya clothing , but as expected nothing catches my eyes and i can't find th design i've had in mind . basically all th designs fer this yr is mostly LACE which i hated th most , and it's like th whole thing is filled with lace (-.-) . nvm , shall go again one of this days to look . if too bad can't find anything , had to resort with th boutiqe i bought my clothes 2 yrs ago . kinda expensive but only that shop had th design i wanted . couple of hours of walking around , took bus to funan coz we booked a table at Swensens . yeah we really spend a total of 1oo+ of only 4 pax . cool or what ? but only paid 5obucks coz got discount :) oh ya , funny moment during our meal (shan't mention coz i sure get kill if write it down)
yummy . apple crumble with old-fashioned vanilla ice-cream . ddn't take pics of our meal , too hungry gua . haha *funny moments bout this dessert* LOL went home and i bought desserts from Bakerzin at Tampines1 . Strawberry Shortcake and choc-pleasant-what-fotgot-adi . Lol . but it's nice and still hard and cold even after 1hr of home journey .
I appear to be the most happiest and confident person you will ever meet.
The truth is, I'm not.
That's just how I would like you to remember me as.
I am actually the total opposite of that.
I never openly expressed my feelings on this situation,
And I feel stupid for it.
I didn't want to be looked like a fool because it’s been some time that I’ve been more angry at myself for allowing it to go this far.
Never have I been so stuck on a feeling, it was to the point where I was so sick of it that I would cry.
Everything I heard, everything you did to me was mentally exhausting, confusing, made me totally mind fucked.
I kept holding on to what you told me that night.
When I kept denying what you were telling me, but you assured me, reassured me. Then eventually, I believed you.
Stupidly I let my wall down. I should've known better, because in the end of it, I was right.
For the little time that things were good, it made me so happy.
We were tight from the beginning. I miss the times when we’d talk about anything, everything. It’s sad how things are so different now.
I’m basically all over the hurt now & that feeling isn’t there anymore or maybe I just learned to live without it.
yummy . apple crumble with old-fashioned vanilla ice-cream .
ddn't take pics of our meal , too hungry gua . haha
*funny moments bout this dessert* LOL
went home and i bought desserts from Bakerzin at Tampines1 . Strawberry Shortcake and choc-pleasant-what-fotgot-adi . Lol . but it's nice and still hard and cold even after 1hr of home journey .
